Why Black History And My Respect For It
Hi
This is my journey into black history. Why I started it, why I
feel it is important to keep learning about it, and why I feel it should never
be forgotten.
I have been brought up in an area and era where black history
should be the furthest thing from my mind. We were taught all about the English
kings and queens, wars that Britain fought and the people who we should never
forget. I was totally ignorant of my history; all I knew at the time was that I
was black with a Jamaican background. I knew my mother and my father, and even
my extended family and that was where my black history ended
My first trip into the world of black history began when I was 13
years old. I remember sitting in my geography classroom, at this time I had
never heard of lynching, the KKK or anything else. I was flipping through my
textbook, as we were being taught about the Nazi’s and World War 2. Our teacher
was talking away, when I flipped to a page, with a picture of a strange looking
boat, and lots of black mini figures all lined up. I didn't understand the
magnitude of what I had stumbled upon, but this would begin my journey to know
the truth about my history and my ancestors.
I didn't have a chance to ask many questions, but I did get the
chance to briefly skim over the writing in the book. The words slavery, Africa
and black, stood out a mile away and I had to know more.
Who was my first port of call?
My mum, but even she could not answer the questions I had posed.
What was this boat? What did it mean? And what was slavery. I had the ominous
task of finding out myself. Now began a long onslaught on the libraries, the
internet and the papers, for any trace of information to which I had long been
ignorant.
When I visited my local library, I was disappointed to find out; I
couldn't find any books to give me the information on slavery I sought and they
had to be ordered in. I went to my school library and even that was impossible
as eventhough they had history books they tended to glide over this subject. It was
hard to find a firm answer to what this boat was, and why it existed. I finally
went back to the same geography class, and read that page again, finally
understanding that slavery was a time of desperation, hardship and cruelty for
all of the people who were black and deemed barbarians
Once I understood this, I was so upset and low that my thirst for
more knowledge came, my upset with not being able to easily access this
information, started to make me get angry and frustrated, that I never knew
what we had been through and how lucky I was to be born now.
During this blog, I will tell you about the books I used to
discover more, how I learned about our 400 years of consistent cruelty, which
even exists in some part today. I will tell you about films I have seen, the
reaction they have caused me. Why I had to learn to come back to GOD, and
forgive those from the past. I will also tell you about new discoveries I
find along my journey.
I will also at some point, explain why it is so important we never
forget these tragic events, and honour the memories of those who came before us.
I learnt from this period, that I would never want to be ignorant
again, and learn everything I could about those things I didn't know and may wasn't ready to know
Thank you for reading.
My next blog will be about the first books I looked at and what
they taught me about black history.
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